A young life, yet lost

My heartfelt condolences goes out to the bereaved family of a fellow UNSW student, Lee Nian Ning who passed away in a tragic bus accident last Friday.

Although I did not personally know her, I have friends who did and who felt a terrible sense of loss.

It was sad that a young girl like her with such a brilliant future had to lose it all due to the recklessness of a bus driver who was SMS-ing, and speeding even when it was heavily pouring that day.

With multiple summons piled against him, the bus driver killed 3 people and injured several others.

Family mourns loss of beautiful, intelligent go-getter

Her boyfriend's family will be taking action against the bus company Konsortium Express and its driver which can be found here. A petition is in its proposal stages to increase awareness of the said issue that the bus driver is at wrong.

If you have a blog, please call out to ANYONE who

knows someone who survived or did not survive

the crash to come forward to join the Lee family.

How many young people should be robbed of their future before something is done?

If only we had - just a little longer..than this.

That's Delta Goodrem btw. Previously I could never tell between Australian singers or American or British when it comes to English songs. Even Canadian.

Well NOW I still can't.

They probably sing it, minimalising any possible accent to avoid sounding too native. Is that possibly why I can't tell?

I'm thinking of our local scene, and the only band I can think of is Disagree. I think there's a band like that, right? Well as for them it was pretty hard to distinguish that they weren't foreign. Kudos to them? :s Nahh crapping.

That isn't the point but...

The point is bout the title. And I wanted to post about maturity and about growing up. And conversely staying young.

I tell you, its nice to tell ppl you're 18 when they think ur 21. How is that possible you tell me? BLIND AH? Esp in uni, when some locals are mature-age. (Studying in uni only after working for a few years). A lot of students in uni also support themselves without the need of the parental units. Amazing. And this includes accommodation, food, transport, education and so forth. Not cheap I tell you. Especially in Sydney.

Ohhh still 18 btw! And proud of it! HAH! Except that you're always known as 'the baby' and ppl always ask you twice if you're of age when alcohol is involved. HMMPH. Better than auntie or uncle la I tell u. *snort snort*

But even when you're 18 now - 2 years ago at 16 you're on a different level of maturity. And that amazes me. Will I be more mature than I am now, at 20? Or is it just the growing stage that every year seems to be a growing year? And yet you'll learn more next year...

Btw I'm turning 18 AGAIN next month. Don't ask.

Anyway it's like writing a diary a year ago (although I don't) and re-reading it now. And you can't believe how you've matured. You can't believe how you could have thought like that at that time. How? How could you have written such a thing? It's funny. And then you laugh about it. Or maybe shed some tears over it?

I've often thought about maturity and wisdom. And how life and its experiences shapes you into the person you are, the person you want to be. By growing old, it's not such a bad thing. Mistakes were meant to be made, but then you learn from them. A saying from Dalai Lama here - "When you lose, don't lose the lesson."

Will I be wiser five years down the road? As I walk across this path of life, I'll realise the reason for the existence of all the people around me, things I did, mistakes I made and the reason they've touched my life in some way or another.

And then I'll learn what love is. I know some ppl who jump from one boyfriend to another, afraid of loneliness, and eager for companionship. A fling is all it is. On the other hand some have ulterior motives - heard of the term goldigger? Then there are some who are so serious that you don't believe it. They just look for one person, it should be a local (non-foreigner) because they're thinking LONG-TERM. Having a partner with another citizenship just won't cut it. Travelling from one country or settling down in one place would just be too hard. Of course the other characteristics matter too. But long term can ya imagine? Amazing.

Some just wait until they find someone - and when they do they go into the relationship. Not hoping for too much, but just to see what comes out of it. just enjoying the ride and the flow you know..Then there are the others who are desperate. Will go to such lengths to get a girlfriend. Any girlfriend for that matter. Who cares? A pig in a skirt is NOT a pig. :s But how bout the ones who aren't looking? Not at all. They have sth else to look forward too. Passionate bout sth else perhaps - studies, or guitar or sports. You know with the time we have in uni, it's hard to balance so many things at one go? If you do and still ace your subjects, well congrats! Because it's a tough ride.

Then finally there's the type that will wait for the right person but will not jump into any relationship because is there a real need to?And until they find the right guy, they're going to keep accidentally breaking hearts. Not with cruel intentions at all. But at least they won't get their heart broken. Makes sense?

So which person are you? Are you happy with the one you have?

Btw, I decided I'm not turning 18 again. It'll be 19 this time. Sighhh.

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Hmm

As the new year starts and I still haven't progressed much I thought I'd fill in the gap with some blogging moments. I have a stat counter account which monitors my blog and I put it up just recently and saw that my visitors come from a myriad of countries. Assuming half of them are sesat much, I still maintain a constant stream altho I'm not blogging. How interesting. Statcounter provides a log for up to 500 logins I think. That means only 500 logs will be recorded at one time. After that, they'll start the counter at 0 again, if I'm not wrong.

I'm sure statcounter can provide for more than 500, but a premium will have to be charged. Who cares? We're all in it for the freebies and nth more.

On some random note, all that fuss about our ex-Minister involved in a scandal is a waste of time. From what I read, he did serve the country well, using his political status for a good cause. Yes he did sth wrong and ppl shouldn't cheat on their wife. But he got caught, resigned, and END of story. Who the hell cares anymore? Stop the slandering! No biggie! Ppl do it all the time but he was probably the only one who got caught. Whatever!

Owh, and I'm on an anti-cat mission. I hope somebody kills the cats before I do, because I as a person have never felt any more hatred. So much hatred for those feline creatures more than I've ever felt for any person. Isn't that a good thing? I realise cats are living creatures as well but the RULE is : you live your life. And we live ours. BUT when u ****** come and disturb ours, to the point where ignoring seems impossible anymore, we sacrifice some of yours. It's all for the greater good. Deal or no deal?

=)

Exercise and the F-Word.. Fun!

:s

I know...it's the name of my prescribed text for next sem's gened course.

It should be fun I'd reckon cuz its bout physical fitness and health - sth I've always wanted to know about. Sum part which is interesting yet not too tiring? Um I shall decide to be healthy from next sem onwards. Its the summer break - so yeah? gimme a break. But I'll start when I've established my place (loft? ahaha SIF) right back this March.

But yea exercise is so important for each and every one of us. We can come up with many many excuses every possible one under the sun. Every single excuse is passable. Like "I'm not a morning person..", "Can't stand going to the gym/can't stand ppl who go to the gym"..etc. but like my gym trainer said he trains for an hour plus in the morning only and NOW he only needs 6 hours sleep and its enough. No need to sleep for 8 really..or in my case 12.. What a waste of time sleeping I mean. Training and keeping fit will make my body more prone to fight off the lethargic-ness I constantly face, and I'll have less sleep instead. What a great trade-off.

Perhaps I shouldn't get used to my so-called high metabolic rate. It's always been an excuse for me not to exercise. Why should I? I have a high metabolic rate anyway.. It's not like that and I of all ppl should know. And yes you don't only know it's true until it happens to you. It's slowing down NO! I'm a growing girl I need high metabolism!

Oh wells exercising a lil should do me good. A random fact though:
1. Interest rates have increased. =]
In a way that's good because at this young age my parents ban and completely restrict me from investing or holding a share portfolio. I guess I don't know enough about that yet so fair enough. But at least I'll knoe where to invest in TD. Yes an amazing 7% even for 4 months. I checked ANZ's rates I think. Great holiday money.

Interest rates increasing in Oz is fine by me at least ATM because I'm on the good receiving side of it ;) I don't currently hold any housing loans or have to pay monthly repayments etc so its fine =) for now

2. The Sydney Buses prices have increased.
Crap. I know someone who will totally ban me from taking a bus to the gym because its in walkable distance. It's fine tho. I walk there usually an amazing 40 minute walk to the gym which I consider as my warm-up before I start on the machines. I'm currently so psyched about the gym and all unfortunately. It should've been months ago. What good is this feeling now? But yes normally I'm so worn out after gym time that I have to take a bus. Well it has round 7-10 stops so yeah. Not exactly close. But then again I will be scolded if I was known to be taking the bus home. HELLO? Gimme a break =)

So the point is, the fare prices have increased. Uh! Even concession prices have increased. Ouch! But for the rest I guess double OUCH. Nyehh why oh why?

Tummy is rumbling and I can smell food from here.

My imagination I guess.

A new year and a fresh start.

2008. Now that number just seems too large, too unreal.

Wasn't it NOT too long ago that all of just braced the start of the new millennium , as well as the Y2K effect so many of us feared?

Yes wasn't it NOT too long ago all of us were children running around in diapers, but hey? What happened to all those?

It just seemed a breeze, a snap of a finger *click* that all those happened but yet we're growing older and older each day.

Sometimes its even hard to remember how old you are now, but recalculating your age through your birth year uncomplicates matters in a way. Or does it?

But how bout if we never wanted to grow old? Why didn't we want to stay young all the time?

Would it be possible to stay 18 for a lil' longer? Just a little longer?

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Now as a more of a me post, and less of the SATC pre-menopausal hype combined into nonsensical ramblings, I'd like to say I'd bade a big farewell to the old year 2007. Hell it was a great year.

Staying alone for the first time was nice and different. Getting the independence that I've yearned for ever since I was born, huh? How could I ask for more? Well alone as in not alone alone but away from parents, with great housemates I've gotten to know and to thank for.
Living with 2 ppl you'd nearly not know was a painful and risky bet, but I'm glad I took the plunge. Heck it's hard to live and get along well with 2 ppl you know, let alone the fact with ppl you barely knew. (You know what they say - you don't know a person until u've LIVED with them) What I can say, that is entirely true.

This year I've also gotten to know better and further
someone who holds a key to an important chapter of my life. All those time I was blind. I truly was. Truly special to me, I'll never regret that path I chose to take almost a year ago.

Living abroad for the first time, I also got to know and realised the vast differences between a first-world country and a third-world country. Don't get me wrong. I don't hate Malaysia. Never did. I could never hate it. Hating the country that you grew up in for a major part of your life is a true reflection of someone's personality, in my opinion. It's just that the type of ppl that should be banned from a country. Their passports should be blacklisted from entering. Sorta like how Malaysians can't go to Israel? What's up with that anyway?

However in my case, it's all about preferences. Preferences to living in another country. Preferences to choosing a subject over the other. Preferences of choosing one type of food over the other. Preferences are like choices. Choices are like opportunities. I like Australia. How could I not? Apart from its high living expenses in comparison to Msia, its people were great and its standard of living super.

And university ahah! was an interesting experience. Call it the first year, call it the freshman year - overall so different to what I expected. It just means growing up faster, graduating and later ending up in a career world which seems fine and exciting for most young adults, but dreaded by those already in it. Why aren't we ever happy with what we have?

Uni goers were a different breed of people but it did not mean that one has to change themselves to fit in. An act which I find truly and inappropriately revolting. To see and to think and yet to know of people like that UHH.

Bout the food in Australia what does it come with- those enhancing hormones? Sorta like what you feed/inject chickens to make them grow fatter? Or it probably could have meant, after solving the equation, that quantity sometimes equals to quality. WHO knew?

As I look forward to continue my third semester in university soon enough, I have yet another 2 months of summer break to look forward to. All this before I take my economy ass back to Sydney. When the hectic life begins again.

Here's looking forward to a great year! Happy 08!

Cheers everybody!