What would you do if you found out that someone you did care for (i.e a friend) told you something?
You tried your best to help.
But then you found out that it was all a lie.
Every single piece of it. They were just missing pieces to one big LIE jigsaw puzzle.
Although there were times that it shed light on what might just seem to be a lie, you forced yourself to look behind it and face the matter.
But,
Everything was a joke. The joke was on YOU.
What would you do.?
Would you forgive and forget?
Or would you just forget and not forgive?
Forget about all the times when you were friends,
When indeed all they were; were props,
Props to their giant masterplan of lies.
You're right.
I did take it the hard way.
Friday, March 30, 2007
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Wk 5 : The uni life
Being in uni can be somewhat of an interesting experience. Its so big, its not like school. Ppl come from all over the world to study here, so you get to meet a diversified group of ppl. And really DIVERSE.
Doing all the work required, yet trying to take a short break is like impossible.! School and college from 8-3 or 4 evryday, 5 times a week totals up to 40 hrs! But that was no biggie somehow. Now, just 12 contact hours, yes 12 and I'm complaining. It feels like so much time taken away from u, still. And above all that, still backlogging and not completing assignments on time.
Herm, I wonder why. Still am. Must be the freedom that I get here or sth:) Taking 4 subjects, each with 6 units of credit. Working my way towards the double degree of BCom (Acct n Finance)/ BEc(FinancialEconomics). Triple major there. Gonna be 4 years of lugging my butt up to uni every week. Ppl say that commerce subjects seem simpler to science, but are they really? No matter what they say, I think science could be easier. Or is it just me ? Everything in commerce is so new! Perhaps its those never-ending years of science that made me realised how much I missed learning bout quantum physics, calculus calculus as well as organic and inorganic chem. There are times when my housemates (both engineering)would be doing their work that I would take a look at their books and notes. Just out of curiosity :) Eheh, can't believe I don't ever have to learn science nemore. To understand forces and how machines like drill pumps etc. work. Woot!
Makes me think bout why I went into science. Such a Malaysian thing to do perhaps?
Hmm, finished two quizzes already. QMA counted for 2% of the overall assessment, whereas 1612 counted for 15%. O.o My crystal ball tells me that there are gonna be more sleepless nights and more hours of reading the 849 paged finance book. More quizzes coming up in the future! In the near future, that is. Why do I feel like I'm gonna have less time to shop?
On a totally unrelated note, I know that if ever,
I spend more time on eating rather than studying, and that I don't graduate from UNSW, I know I'll always have this.
Blogging Degree
From Go-Quiz.com
Wait a minute, self portraiture as in cam whore?
Sighh..
Triple hmmph.
Doing all the work required, yet trying to take a short break is like impossible.! School and college from 8-3 or 4 evryday, 5 times a week totals up to 40 hrs! But that was no biggie somehow. Now, just 12 contact hours, yes 12 and I'm complaining. It feels like so much time taken away from u, still. And above all that, still backlogging and not completing assignments on time.
Herm, I wonder why. Still am. Must be the freedom that I get here or sth:) Taking 4 subjects, each with 6 units of credit. Working my way towards the double degree of BCom (Acct n Finance)/ BEc(FinancialEconomics). Triple major there. Gonna be 4 years of lugging my butt up to uni every week. Ppl say that commerce subjects seem simpler to science, but are they really? No matter what they say, I think science could be easier. Or is it just me ? Everything in commerce is so new! Perhaps its those never-ending years of science that made me realised how much I missed learning bout quantum physics, calculus calculus as well as organic and inorganic chem. There are times when my housemates (both engineering)would be doing their work that I would take a look at their books and notes. Just out of curiosity :) Eheh, can't believe I don't ever have to learn science nemore. To understand forces and how machines like drill pumps etc. work. Woot!
Makes me think bout why I went into science. Such a Malaysian thing to do perhaps?
Hmm, finished two quizzes already. QMA counted for 2% of the overall assessment, whereas 1612 counted for 15%. O.o My crystal ball tells me that there are gonna be more sleepless nights and more hours of reading the 849 paged finance book. More quizzes coming up in the future! In the near future, that is. Why do I feel like I'm gonna have less time to shop?
On a totally unrelated note, I know that if ever,
I spend more time on eating rather than studying, and that I don't graduate from UNSW, I know I'll always have this.
|
Blogging Degree
From Go-Quiz.com
Wait a minute, self portraiture as in cam whore?
Sighh..
Triple hmmph.
Monday, March 12, 2007
Bleukz
Maybe its time to update my blog a lil since its so long since I did anything. I'm in a good mood today anyway. So good mood equals time to update blog!
Its already Week 3 of uni! 2nd week for tutes. Met some interesting and great people. And not so great ones too. But its fun because:
In kindi n primary school :
- You meet ppl from around the district, like for me when I went to Sri inai, evbd was from round Ampang, Setapak, Wangsa Maju n the like. All close close la.
In secondary school :
- You meet ppl from all around the state i.e. KL n Selangor. Everywhere around KL. Hartamas, D.U, P.J. SEA, Bangsar, Puchong, Serdang, Segambut, Jinjang, Kajang. You name it la we have it. Especially when it is a good school, yea sure. One that stands head and shoulders above the rest maybe?
In college :
- Its all bout meeting people from all over the country. Yea mann. From Perlis to Alor Setar to N.S to Melaka right down to J.B and all over to Kuching, K.K and the like.
No-no's when meeting ppl from Sarawak and East Malaysia: (Speaking thru experience, haha)
is to ask them which 'group' they belong to. Being not-as-cultured as I thought I was, first thing I did was to ask them like where mar ? The group ? Like Iban, Kadazan, or Melanau, Bajau that kindof thing. Turns out, that rule only applied to aborigines, like Bumiputera aborigines. Hmm.
Zara's answer : "Modern Chinese laaa. What group ?"$!!!?@@
In uni :
I guess this is the maximum di, but hey! You get to meet ppl from all over the world, like seriously all over the world lorh. France, U.S, Australia of course, more Msians, Singaporeans, Thai, Mainland Chinese, Koreans, Japs, Indos and the list goes on and on.
Also : you really get to experience so many different cultures. Gotta get used to the Aussie slang. And for first-timers like me it can be a lil overwhelming, the whole culture shock. One month after I arrived here, great great experience : the Mardi Gras 07. Tis' true, the Sydney Gay & Lesbian Mardi Gras has grown from a local gay pride event to being arguably the most spectacular gay and lesbian event in the world. At least that's what it says here.
The start of the event.
Waiting waiting, and this fella keeps taking pics of the stickers on my face. Dunno for what reason la.
The city was like really really packed.
Some people had to climb a tree to get a good view.
Cupids I think.
Ehem. This was sposed to be Dreamgirls I think.
Golden Gaytime. Didn't know it even existed.On another note, I just got a letter. Sth that went along the lines of compulsory voting in Australia.
The electoral roll is a list of all people who are registered to vote in Australian elections. In Australia, all citizens over the age of 18 must enrol to vote. It is compulsory by law to enrol and compulsory by law to attend a polling place at election time.
I am an Aussie citizen. Turned 18. And well turns out I am on the electoral roll. Therefore, I must vote. I know when it is, state elections are on the 24th of March. Yea all that is good. I am voting in the State seat of Coogee. That's really good to know too. I only have one problem. Erm, like who ? I don't even know who is running. Shall do research or sth I guess. Feels so mature I guess, to vote.
Camwhore time :
Lookies, new addition to my collection. Lurrve the ring :)
Ohh and bout kingsford and my new place :
View of the city from Hon's 8th floor place
Camwhoring in my room : love long mirrors.=)
The wardrobe is still not big enuff ;p Was empty, but before my 7 bags and 2 boxes arrived =)
Which place is not complete without a great toilet anyway ?
Our lounge, dining table and gaming place. Before we actually moved in. Back then when it was neat and tidy..
Its already Week 3 of uni! 2nd week for tutes. Met some interesting and great people. And not so great ones too. But its fun because:
In kindi n primary school :
- You meet ppl from around the district, like for me when I went to Sri inai, evbd was from round Ampang, Setapak, Wangsa Maju n the like. All close close la.
In secondary school :
- You meet ppl from all around the state i.e. KL n Selangor. Everywhere around KL. Hartamas, D.U, P.J. SEA, Bangsar, Puchong, Serdang, Segambut, Jinjang, Kajang. You name it la we have it. Especially when it is a good school, yea sure. One that stands head and shoulders above the rest maybe?
In college :
- Its all bout meeting people from all over the country. Yea mann. From Perlis to Alor Setar to N.S to Melaka right down to J.B and all over to Kuching, K.K and the like.
No-no's when meeting ppl from Sarawak and East Malaysia: (Speaking thru experience, haha)
is to ask them which 'group' they belong to. Being not-as-cultured as I thought I was, first thing I did was to ask them like where mar ? The group ? Like Iban, Kadazan, or Melanau, Bajau that kindof thing. Turns out, that rule only applied to aborigines, like Bumiputera aborigines. Hmm.
Zara's answer : "Modern Chinese laaa. What group ?"$!!!?@@
In uni :
I guess this is the maximum di, but hey! You get to meet ppl from all over the world, like seriously all over the world lorh. France, U.S, Australia of course, more Msians, Singaporeans, Thai, Mainland Chinese, Koreans, Japs, Indos and the list goes on and on.
uni, uni, uni
Liberal socialist clubs in uni..
Also : you really get to experience so many different cultures. Gotta get used to the Aussie slang. And for first-timers like me it can be a lil overwhelming, the whole culture shock. One month after I arrived here, great great experience : the Mardi Gras 07. Tis' true, the Sydney Gay & Lesbian Mardi Gras has grown from a local gay pride event to being arguably the most spectacular gay and lesbian event in the world. At least that's what it says here.
The start of the event.
Waiting waiting, and this fella keeps taking pics of the stickers on my face. Dunno for what reason la.
The city was like really really packed.
Some people had to climb a tree to get a good view.
Cupids I think.
Ehem. This was sposed to be Dreamgirls I think. Golden Gaytime. Didn't know it even existed.The electoral roll is a list of all people who are registered to vote in Australian elections. In Australia, all citizens over the age of 18 must enrol to vote. It is compulsory by law to enrol and compulsory by law to attend a polling place at election time.
I am an Aussie citizen. Turned 18. And well turns out I am on the electoral roll. Therefore, I must vote. I know when it is, state elections are on the 24th of March. Yea all that is good. I am voting in the State seat of Coogee. That's really good to know too. I only have one problem. Erm, like who ? I don't even know who is running. Shall do research or sth I guess. Feels so mature I guess, to vote.
Camwhore time :
Lookies, new addition to my collection. Lurrve the ring :)Ohh and bout kingsford and my new place :
View of the city from Hon's 8th floor place
Camwhoring in my room : love long mirrors.=)
The wardrobe is still not big enuff ;p Was empty, but before my 7 bags and 2 boxes arrived =)
Which place is not complete without a great toilet anyway ?
Our lounge, dining table and gaming place. Before we actually moved in. Back then when it was neat and tidy..
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