It's NEVER this way before,

somewhere along the line,

I think I lost my way.



It's hard,

I'm losing concentration,

I'm prone to distraction.



I try to question why,

But the answer remains the same,

I don't know,

Probably never will.



But all that's gonna change,

If that's what it'll take.



And so its CRUNCH time.

The finals -

officially THIRTY days (i.e one month) away.